metaphysical.

nessa bought a new bag. for a dollar fifty. made out of magazine strips. and the velcro is kina spoiled. but john fixed it for me. and it was supposed to be two bucks actually. i know john loves me plenty! i'm going to bring this to every function i have to go and start a fashion trend. haha. oh well.

oh whoopee!
two decisions. and nessa made them.
one, i don't know if its right. but yes, go with the flow yeah? and lets keep this to myself for the moment.
two, i am going to do this. get the chocolate guy off my back. i think i can scare him off? yes yes. nessa, you can do this if you put your mind to it. you need to get through this semester without a hitch. you hear me? i think nessa does. yes yes.

i kind of forget what i wanted to blog about. so i just blog about work?
i think when it comes to work. i get hyper after nine. haha. and i just jump all over the place while doing closing. and nessa forgot how to do all her hot drinks. haha. and i was jumping all over the place. i think i said that before.
next week, VIVOCITY! here i come. its going to be really busy. i'm going to be super stressed. and hopefully hyper when i get stressed.
oh yes. i was working with jessica and jimmy yesterday. haha. i thought my shifu wasn't going to work. and i ALMOST got a ride home. on a bike. but! i just had to be so unlucky. i can't sit cause i was carrying alot of stuff. haha. so i had to waste money and take the train home. gosh. i wanted to feel the wind in my hair. better luck next time nessa.
aswyn introduced a song to me. almost cried hearing that song. but i can't do that since i'm at work right? and i cut my hand all.
work later again. oh my goodness. no jimmy, no jessica. i think mei mei is working.
i need new black pants. cause the one i have just feels weird.

i met sher today! like finally! i miss her so much. i mean. i miss you so much! every monday and friday alright? and we will go to school together! oh i love you plenty! then after that. you can wake me up and go to school with you all. haha. you rock! i know i do too!

i get to go shopping with mummy next week! i get to buy pretty bras. please let me bring mummy to fling and let her indulge her money on ONE pretty polka dot bra. haha. oh. and i want to go to ZARA too. to get the knit top i really wanted to buy. i think i better make mummy spend as much money on me as possible. yes yes. so that i can save more money when i get my pay! haha. i like this plan very very much. thank you mummy! i think you rock! she's going to spend hundreds on me la! you know i love you mummy.

amazing; oh my. what if i cannot go out with you next week how? how? how? are you going to kill me? i hope not. nessa has to work four days. and i hope i'm not going to work on thursday cause i really want to go shopping with mummy. hah. but i still have to get the present. and i'm sure you want to get a present too right? haha. hmm. we shall go present shopping together! now i'm getting high cause its so freaking cold in the classroom.
come visit me if you see this! haha. rahaha. bugis sin't all that far from where i work maybe? haha.


i hate it. when you're having fun and messaging someone so nicely. they cease to reply. like they forgot that they were messaging you in the first place. irritating isn't it? and its like. you keep waiting and waiting and waiting for a bloody reply. but it doesn't come.

my fingers are going to fall off my hands.
cause its so freaking cold.
nessa needs someone to warm her up.
warm her heart up.
fall in love.
get married and live happily ever after.

sorry. that was like. totally random.

what promised were you talking about?
i don't remember you making one.
so how about you refresh my memory?
you know i'll go with the flow.
your flow.

p.s: that wasn't for precious. haha. i don't want to talk to you already. irritaing shit.


would haven given up my life for you.
guess its true what they say about love.
its blind.
damn, you lied straight to my face.
looking in my eyes.
and i believed you cause i loved you more than life.
and all you had to do. was apologise.
you didn't say you're sorry.
i don't understand.
you don't care that you hurt me.
and now i'm half the man.
that i used to be when it was you and me.
you didn't love me enough.
my heart may never mend.
and you'll never get to love me, again.
sadness has me at the end of the line.
helpless watched you break this heart of mine.
and loneliness only wants you back here with me.
common sense knows that you're not good enough for me.
and all you had to do.
was apologise. and meant it.
wish like hell i could go back in time.
maybe then i could see how.
forgiveness says that i should give you one more try.
but tis too late, its over now.
never again.

i think justin timberlake got a little bit emo about his breakup with britney spears and so he wrote this song. i think she cheated on him. oh little swine. but look how it has turned out. he's better without her.

i want to get married. and have little sara and shaydens.
haha.
i think someone would know what i'm talking about. haha
i think i should stop blogging now.
and start my work.
i've done nothign the whole freaking day.
and my fingers are falling off.
nessa should try not to blog for the whole day.
and not meet claire!
at all!
thank you very much.
no breakfast for you! so don't come looking for me all.
better not. and i forgot to pay your bill by the way. sorry.